I'm sick.

I am so incredibly, terribly, over being sick. DONE. OVER IT. TIRED OF IT. ready to be done. I am sick of looking at blood in this bag on my leg. sick of this pain. tired of being consumed by pain all day every day tired of just having chills & aches as a baseline for my "good days". Some body hand me a white flag. I feel like waving it high. I am sick of being sick. so sick of it. seriously. sick. of. it.